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kinda come to my attention how long since i last blog. quite long la.

now quite slack la. but how to say. it's suppose to make u more discipline and digress less.

but i have come to notice im MUCH more lazy and disorganised. my room's in a MESS now. all due to the inflow of the things from camp.

suppose to be a packed blk leave. but now end up everything clash. and leaving me with days to clean up my room. lol. not tt bad la actually.

i damn sian. like nearing to the day i need to report to my new posting liaoz. quite scary la. like months of tiring stuffs waiting for me.

maybe it's not so gd to b in home academy...

sx told me tt yw said tt it's quite tough.

anw. i lost quite alot from mahjong... sian ttm.

sf ask me go chill out. dont know do what... see how la. needa help my dad with work too.

then next day i need to book in le.. ):

time flies when u r out. haha.

anw. no chance to see ppl like chingto any time soon. too bad...

well... hope he survives well in hk.

omg... i think we are SUPER lucky la. can book out like tt. damn shiok u know. cause the time pass REALLY REALLY damn slow.

quite fucked up. quite challenging. totally envious of those who got home academy for NS.

knn one, like nv able to please the sergeants la.

but kinda understand they cannot praise us and must fucking make u have the sense of urgency and STRESS u la, so we wont fumble in situations la.

anw. i think they are nice ppl la. but i think next week confirm get fucked like a fucker.

still think got selfish chi bais ard la. and i feel tt im one of them when im super tired. HAHA.

ta ma de... i shall enjoy my cny and not think abt it. i think my company damn shiok. good booking in and out timings. heh heh...

i kinda miss hanging out with my friends alrdy. but think all of them are busy la... this is how ppl lose touch lor.

it's sad tt ur friend is traumatised by u.

anw. i think i need to 过我自己这一关 before i can accept the fact tt i have friends who care.

i am too busy emo-ing to realise tt it's up to you to include urself in a group.

i cannot step out la. i have too many things i worry abt.

i feel like my life is always one sided. it's just tt there a few nice people who try to be nice to me and try to please me. but they end up being grossed out, sian diao or traumatised.

it's like my prediction is coming true. the thing i dont want to happen most is happening. it's like not fated la...

talking abt this... let's side track abit. dont know why, i have been always having the feeling of dejavu.... like everything happening ard me happened in my dream.

i very long nv blog le. my emotions always last for a very short period of time la... so dont blame me if u see nth here.

just when i tot tt it's going to be a not bad day where i am going out to do smth. i ended up stucked at home.

tmr's another sian day.

holidays suppose to be fun man.


i hate myself for some reasons.

i just watched a brutal movie. ninja. the computer effects damn nice for all the scenes. but some scene are kinda gross. and these gross scenes started right from the start of the movie. the movie quite short la. conventional story line. but fighting scenes are nice.

heh. tot my hols is going to be damn screwed on mon. but the past 2 days proved me otherwise.

quite fun la. but super paiseh. cause go stayover and bai chi bai zhu. lol.

oh man. i gg out tmr and fri! i love happening holidays. lol. so fun.

i happy i got great friends la. (:

i saw zhiyang's nick asking ppl wanting to play dota or not. hahaha. spur my interest. cause he says he's a noob. but i think i alot more lan pok than him. cause i nv improve one. and if u watch me play soccer using psp, u get what i mean. hahaha.

but really too long nv play le. forgot pw. need to update everything. LOL.

was emoing. for no reason. lol.

now much better le.

off to run!

k

super attitude. tt's how i am going to describe my younger sister.

she spent alot la. siao one. and still damn attitude, like there's nth wrong.

we just got a gut feeling tt she's going to have lots of credit card debts. my eldest sister was telling me stories abt ppl owing alot due to the interest. sleeping pills cant even help them sleep.

k. i am still super tired after sleeping for so long.

went clubbing la. alot happened. it was only a so-so night.

chingto went clubbing too. but different place la. maybe next time follow him. but scare i cannot find him inside the club la. lol.

anw. we caught 2 ppl in the middle of smth this morning. they took cab to run away from us. lol. learnt the truth abt some ppl tonight.

super tired. cause i went running the day before and then i started shopping since 12 plus in the day. and i lasted till 7 plus in the morning. nails turned purple from weak blood circulation i think. lol. super scary.